When she you call your universe, your starlight in the darkness of your night decides that she does not wish to be seen with you any longer, You can only fall back on that ancient expression of heart break. Nothing can be more poignant than recalling all the songs of old that speak of rejection. Hemonto's jabar age kicu bole gele na is a perfect expression of that way you feel. You do not complain, you do not ask her why she has taken leave of you. it is her wish, of course.
Rember Tagors amar praner pore chole gelo ke / bosonter batas tukur moto ? if you do you will know of the gaping hole that has suddenly been drilled in your heart with the departure of the one whose love you can not do without.
But she will not return. It has happened in your life earlier too. No one has come back, which is when you empathise with a rather inebriated Dilip kumar when he sings, through Mohammad Rafi.. I koi sagar dil ko behlata nahin / bekhudi mein bhi qarara ata nahin. After all the season spent in her fragrant company, when your poetry sang paeans to her, she now does not need you, No you do not complain. But you do recall again...
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